I had the best weekend ever. I'm really starting to enjoy my weekends as of lately. Mark and I have been trying to save money but its proving to be harder than we thought. This weekend was just us hanging around each other all weekend.
I guess I shall start with Friday. Friday my mom and I had planned on going to see bridesmaids, but unfortunately we didn't get to. You see my mom loves to double book herself and sadly she had promised a friend that she would go to his graduation party. So we went and we just couldn't leave when we wanted to because I felt weird just coming to his party to chow down and then leave directly after. that would just make us look awful so we stayed till the end. Luckily it was a lot of fun. There were free drinks (which I didn't drink) good food and gambling. After the party I was missing my love muffin so I decided that I would stay the night at his house. I got to his house and changed, crawled into bed and the cuddlefest began... then I was out like a light.
Saturday... Saturday we woke up early because we had an appointment with the apartment complex Ive been drooling over. We got to the apartment complex early and went through the tour and Mark and I have decided that this will be our future home!!Its called Northgate Oaks and here are a few pictures of the complex we toured which will be the one that we get.
After that we went to eat at Waffle House to have a deliciously greasy breakfast. Waffle House is totally Yummmm and I ate all of my big breakfast, every last bite. Afterward we got things ready for Chessy's baby shower and he even helped me make my baby burritos and then we longed around for a bit until it was time for me to go to the baby shower. It was a lot of fun. I finally got to see Chessy preggers and by the way she totally looks adorable, she has the cutest preggers belly ever!!! We ate delicious pin wheels, cake balls and they even had a delicious raspberry mint punch. We played the fun baby shower games but they has some cool ones where we had to catapult bathtowls in the shapes of frogs ontp Lilly pads and we painted frogs.
I loved it it was alot of fun. Afterward Mark and I came back to the apartment and chilled for awhile until it was time to go back to his house.
Sunday... we woke up and I started the laundry and we watched "Its always sunny in Philadelphia" Its become one of my favorite shows it is just too funny!!! We went to the Mall to go look for jeans for me. I wish it was easier for a big bottomed girl like myself to find jeans. It was a struggle but I did it and I couldn't of done it with the help of my ever so patient loving sweet sweet fiance! Afterward we ran some errands and then came back to his house, ordered a pizza and watched Garden State. I had forgotten how much I loved that movie and it was such a great movie to watch with my love muffin!!!
This was my weekend and I am loving the normal simple lifestyle we have been living :)
I hope all of y'all had a great weekend!
lots of love, sunshine and cupcakes
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Monday, May 16, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
We live in a beautiful world
Wow there has been so much going on man I feel like I haven't done anything. So on Friday the entire office went out to go race go carts and go eat at Saltgrass Steak house. Courtesy of the company I work for, it was freaking so much fun. I had never been in a go kart so you can definitely imagine my excitement. We were divided into two teams and in each team there was a first, second and third place winner. Then out of each team the first second and third place winners all raced for the grand prize which was 50 bucks lol. I really really wanted to win but I got into a faulty car, I was so scared because the guy wouldn't let me switch into another car. I was scared because my car didn't have a seat belt it looked like the seat belt had been cut so i was freaking out a bit. When I started racing it was so much fun I spun a girl out and then raced on and she tried to catch up but I did it again and caused a head on collision hahaha all in all it was so much fun. The grand prize winner was my all time favorite chum Kyle!!! I have some great shots, but I will post them all in a later post.
I was sooo sick of my hair this past week that I finally just said screw it and I shopped it off, its still pretty long next time Im going to go to my new hair stylist Jeff(an old friend) Im just gonna say dude Im feeling boring, lets make magic happen lol. Tonight Im dying my hair red again maybe this time it wont be a total fail, and it may actually look red!
I was sooo sick of my hair this past week that I finally just said screw it and I shopped it off, its still pretty long next time Im going to go to my new hair stylist Jeff(an old friend) Im just gonna say dude Im feeling boring, lets make magic happen lol. Tonight Im dying my hair red again maybe this time it wont be a total fail, and it may actually look red!
Friday afternoon my mom was put in the hospital.I was getting my hair cut and didn't answer my phone (dumb-ass) so I really don't know what all happened but my step dad says that she actually drove herself to the hospital, then my sister said the ambulance came to get her so I don't really know. My mom is crazy and I love her to death!! She said that she felt funny and that her head hurt and her face wouldn't stop twitching. She called the doctor and they told her to go to the emergency room and that is what she did. They really didn't tell her much, but they did say that they were transferring her to St. Luke's for observation and she would have to stay a couple of days. Apparently she had a mini stroke due to her weight and stress levels. They said that if she doesn't take care of herself the next one wont be a mini stroke it will be full blown.
I'm so scared I just wish my mom could just see how many people need her and depend on her to be healthy. I figure that that would be motivation enough but she continues in her unhealthy destructive ways.
She has an 8yr old, a brand new house and her whole life t life, she really needs to wake up because I will never forgive her if I lose her because she could have prevented all of this.
Today I had to be at work uber early and I'am so tired but it was totally worth it. Every month we have a company meeting every first Tuesday and its always the same we announce birthdays, anniversaries and then talk about safety. Well our president wanted to switch it up a bit and make it fun so he decided that today we would promote healthy eating. So he decided that he would dress up as a banana and give all of our workers bananas and then read the benefits of eating a banana. It was totally awesome and you bet your ass I took pictures. He is old and adorable and I <3 him!!!
I also have a stalker and its getting to be a little scary now. It all started around October of last year. It began like any other prank call you know. The guy would call and breathe heavily and hang up, but the calls would just say private caller so we started ignoring them. Alright, then he stopped so we were relieved, but then the month after that they started again and he would say something along the lines of... hey baby I love you or hey I think your pretty go out with me. Then he wouldn't talk and just play love songs . I thought it was funny but I ignored it. Up until I was absent one day and the girl that covered for me answered the phones and heard all the crap he was saying and reported it. So upon my return I was being lectured about why I had to report things like this and blah blah blah. OK working at Starbucks this happened all the time, sometimes we would actually get guys coming in harassing us bringing us creepy gifts crap like that and we had to deal with it on our own. Working at a corporate jobs I guess things are different and there are things you can do. Well the caller has been persistent but things are getting worse. At first we had our suspicions of who it might be, but today they have been ruled out and we are going to find out who it is soon. Last night as per usual I was the only one left in the office alone ready to turn off the phones and close off for the day when the phone rings. So of course knowing me instead of turning them off I answered and it was him again, only this time he said " Hey baby I missed you. What are you still doing working? Its 5 time to lock up and leave!!! I will be waiting for you!" Omg that freaked me out so bad, its like hes freaking watching me. I didn't leave of course, I waited until one of the guys came and they I split and went over to Marshall's, T J Maxx, Target anywhere but home and then I went over to Mark's. I'm just scared, if that freak is following me I don't want him to know where I live and that I'm home alone. This has never happened to me before and Im really scared now and we really need to find out who he is so we can put a stop to this.
OK well I'm going to go and have lunch, if you guys have any advice please comment!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Chicken noodle soup for a bad day
I have just been in such a funky mood as of late. Ever feel like you’re drowning and you just keep treading water and trying so hard to keep your head above the water but it just seems so useless because you are being pulled under? This is how I feel and have been feeling for the past two weeks. I try to be happy and calm but inside I’m a complete mess and I need help. Mark tries and tries to make me happy I can see it but just one little slip up from him and I’m irritated and it leads to one huge blowout of an argument. Lately we just argue so much and it’s not him, he is who he is; its me. Im so unhappy with my own life, that I’m making our life together miserable. I love him so much I’ve never been so in love with a person in my life. He is my one and only I need to find a way to make myself happy so I won’t make him run for the hills. I feel so useless at times, I feel like I’m wasting my time working as a receptionist because I’m living pay check to pay check and struggling a little more. Maybe it’s because I no longer live at home but instead I live in the greater heights of Houston , and I have only one job and I have to pay for everything, to at least have a comfortable life. I wish things were easier. I wish I hadn’t dropped out of college and stuck to a major that was actually making me a little more money than what I’m making right now. I’m missing Mark so much right now because he cant come over since we are trying to save money.I need im there his presence just makes me happy. I talked to him on my lunch and things just sound so much better, life seems so much easier after talking to him. I actually feel like I can breathe now. This is why I am marrying him, because he makes makes my life worth living. Omg I totally have to step up my game and start working out more I need to lose more poundage please!!!
Ok well I have to go need to get some food Im thinking Niko Nikos chicken soup tonight and maybe a night walk with my babe
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Friday, December 24, 2010
Iam so livid right now its time to do a little venting!
Ok so I’m going to do a little venting!!! Ok so this is the situation…
My boyfriend Mark is in oil construction which means he is out of town most of the time L sad I know I freaking hate it.
If I knew back then what I know now there is no way I would have let him take this god awful job. Anyways, when he is in town
I like to be a little selfish with his time here I mean he is my freaking boyfriend I want all of his attention, I want his freaking world
to revolve around me. But grant it I work two flipping jobs to have an average lifestyle. I work two jobs ok so our time is very limited
and when I have my days off I want him with me at all times. Even when I work a double I would still like to come home and have him
next to me, I hate coming home to an empty house. I know it’s not really empty because I have waffle but waffle can’t freaking hold me
and he hates cuddling so I have to live with his coldness!! So when Mark is home is this really too much to freaking ask for? No I didn’t
think so! What does he occupy his time with you say? His freaking dogs I know I’m just being a drama queen but on the days that I can
spend most of my time with him he freaking leaves to go spend time with his dogs and it freaking irritates me. Is this healthy in a relationship
like mine? I really have no clue because this is the longest relationship I’ve ever been in and right now Iam feeling so lonely , angry and abandoned but I have a boyfriend. No matter how much I tell him I really don’t think he will get how I feel and he always gets mad and says “Well what? do you
want me to get rid of her?” of course I do!!! I really don’t mean that or maybe I do I don’t freaking know right now. But if he keeps doing this I don’t
know how much longer I can take its like he always has to put that freaking dog before me and I hate her!!!
So here Iam alone on Christmas Eve and it’s the night that my family celebrates Christmas and where is Mark…. With his fucking dog! You better
believe I’m pissed!!!
Ok Im done thanks for listening
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