Monday, July 25, 2011

Cure for the Monday Blues

So its Monday!!! I had an interesting weekend. I had my orientation on Saturday at 9am but it only lasted an hr. The guy giving me my orientation really wanted me to start on Monday so today will be my official orientation, Im so nervous. I did get to spend some time with muffin, but not nearly as much as I would have liked. I really hate his new work schedule because during the week I never see him and on the weekends I see him until 6pm when he leaves for work. I just hate it.
Saturday after Mark left for work I was smoking outside alking to Anthony about conspiracy theories and super natural things that we have heard of and then we decided that we wanted to go ghost hunting one day. So later on after Rochelle cam over we all decided that we would go ghost hunting, it was spooky but alot of fun and I wish that Muffin was there to protect me when I was super scared. We got home a little after 3am and I wanted to stay up to wait for Muffin but that was a total fail. Sunday Katherine came over and we hung out for a bit went out to dinner and then I looked at wedding stuff after she had left. It was uneventful, I just wanted Muffin there.

So today things that are making my Monday morning

                    1. Amy Winehouse
Her death was a sad one but she did leave us with some amazing and soulful music, so I will dwell on the good and not on all the negativity that everyone else is dwelling on. She was beautiful and her music will not be forgotten. I have been listening to her all morning and I feel good


2. The 27 Club
I know this is morbid or weird but I like to think that even though these amazing artists died at such a young age they are out there jamming together and having a ball. Now Amy Winehouse is there to join a big rocking party

3. Peter Pan
This is a quote that I love from Peter Pan and sometimes I want to be Wendy

4. I never want my children to worry about their weight or develop any type of eating disorder and that is why I have been trying so hard to practice good healthy eating habbits

5. Cute Kid costumes
This was such a mind fuck of a movie and too see a little kid dressed up as a droog I think is quite adorable

6. Anything Rockabilly
This piece of Elvis just screams rockabilly to me and I love zombies

8. Rockabilly lifestyle
I love seeing cute rckabilly couples dressing the part and driving cool cars, one day this will be me.

9. This cute picture of kissing finger figures, I love them so much they definately make me happy

10. Of course its Muffin!!!
Ugh ive been missing him like crazy. Even though we argue and bitch at eachother I cant imagine him not by my side. I love him and I will always love him, forever and ever.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Love and Cupcakes

Well I guess life kind of carried me away this week. I have had a pretty busy week and I am just exhausted. My sister had her baby on Monday and Iam a proud aunt of a beautiful baby girl, Rozlyn Renee. Now I have two babies to love, up until I have one of my own. Im soooo excited. Ok so yesterday I had my second interview at Chuy's and I for sure have the job Iam so stoked. I cant wait to start, although I am a little nervous. Its just your normal "first day of school" jitters. But I guess I can look at it this way, Im not there to make friends Iam there to make money. Although having new friends is always great, I love meeting and hanging out with new people. I miss my starbucks friends so much some times. I dont really keep up with their lives anymore though. I used to talk to them everyday but now I think I mostly just talk to Brittney out of all of them. Iam so tired and bored with my life right now, it hasnt brought me to tears yet so thats good. I just want to get out of my desk job and go out there and do something. 8-5 jobs are so boring I really dont see how people stay in these jobs for too long, Im itching to leave. I just need to find a job that will pay me more which wont happen until after school. Sometimes it isnt too bad but seriously I feel like there is more highschool drama in corporate jobs than there are in other jobs. I feel like I have to watch my back all the times because there is always someone out to get you and everyone is pretty much just looking out for themselves. Its really sad I thought that by taking this job I would be going into a more adult enviorment where there is less drama, the only thing thats changed is my ability to joke and goof off the way I used to at Starbucks. Dont get me wrong, I love my job it just that there are those times when I really dont feel like dealing with drama.

What I most want you to dream of, Christian, are possibilities that thrill you.

What I most want you to feel, is happy.

And what I most want you to know, is that you're loved.

    The Universe

This was my note from the Universe this morning and it made me really happy. I love my little notes I get every morning, but this one made feel warm and fuzzy inside and extra special, thank you Universe.
I finally got to see Muffin this morning after spending 2 whole days without him, I got to see him for like 5 mins, but it was good to see him.
I miss him so much. I dont know if I told you that they changed his work schedule and from now until the end of the job he will be working night shifts, which means we will never see eachother. As I wake up adn get ready for work he is leaving work so we slip by without seeing eachother and as Im getting off work he is going into work. Today is day 3 where he is working this schedule and I definately dont like it. I thought we would at least have more time to cuddle tomorrow but tomorrow is my first day working at Chuy's and they are doing orientation at 9am :( Im hoping that they tell me to come in later or maybe on Sunday. My manager Elliot is supposed to call me today and confirm my 9am orientation, he hasnt done it yet so who knows.

All day today Ive been reading wedding blogs and getting ideas and cute wedding inspiration to include in my reception, all I know is that I want it to be cute, small and filled with lots and lots of love.

That is it for all guys, Im hoping that life gives me at least an hour break for blogging purposes a day, so I can just realease some of my thoughts that are jumbled in this overworked brain of mine

Lots of love

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Sunday funday

Good afternoon guys.
So i woke up pretty early this morning, I had a job interview at Chuy's and I ...... Got the job.
Hurray!!! I have been so stressed about money this whole month I haven't been able to think about anything else in awhile. Now I wont be stressing, the manger who interviewed me this morning was so sweet I cant wait to start working there. The Muffin and I went to IHOP to celebrate for breakfast and it was yummy I was in the mood for pancakes. Then I was also in the mood to hold some puppies. We went to the pet shop by where we were it was called Pet City, and I fell in love with the most adorable puppy in the world. It was so cute, it was an adorable English bully and he seemed to really like Mark. Anytime Mark walked away he would start looking for him, he would even lick the glass and try to get at Mark. We finally asked the lady if we could hold him and we were in love, up until she told us that she wanted 3,000 for it. How the hell can you put a price like that on a dog. I was so sad most of those poor puppies looked like they really needed some love and they just looked so miserable behind the glass waiting for someone to love them, I wanted to rescue them all. For the rest of the day I will be chilling and getting ready for the week. I think I have to go grocery shopping and wash some clothes other than that I will be chilling by the pool and destressing. Too bad all of my friends have to work this weekend or I would sat pool party.

But before I leave, I leave you with some angry comics

rage comics - Make Something? Blasphemy!

rage comics - You Post Too Many Song Lyrics

rage comics - Stalking in the Deep

rage comics - Eat All the Foods!

rage comics - Classic: Just Give It a Squeeze

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Jaws themed swimming

Do you know what happens, Christian, when a dream comes true and you feel your joy bubbling over into wide grins, happy dances, and shrieks of "Holy @#$%!!" and the like?

Your energy actually spills over into the oceans of time and reaches into the past where it laps upon the shores of a former here and now, infusing a former unsuspecting self (who is still merrily living their life due to time's "simultaneousity") with a flash of inspiration or a burst of intuition; a hope for what the future might hold.

Whew... and that, my friend, is the truth about where dreams come from.

    The Universe

  That my friends is my note from the Universe, I like it so much I have to share it!!!

So last night a group of us went to Market Square because they were having a movie night. I have been wanting to go ever since I heard of them but have never had the chance. Well Yesterday after talking to Katherine about it she wanted to go with me so we made plans and we all had a couples date!!! It was so much fun an outdoor movie in the city with  blankets, lawn chairs, picnic supplies and friends. Katherine had never seen the movie before so I definately couldnt wait for her to watch it. It was alot of fun and I cant wait to do it again. Apparently sometime this month they are going to have a Labarynth showing and its a singalong, can you guess who will be going to that showing? THIS LITTLE LADY!!! Im so stoked. I love having Katherine here shes such a great girlfriend. She loves to shop, drink, go out, is up for anything and is a FOODIE!!! I love her I definately dont want her to go back to Kansas. I want her to stay here forever and ever and ever.

Ok I also met the cutest little dog ever!!!! His name is Megatron and I totally wanted to steal him. I was so smitten by this adorable puglet I definately have to have one in the future!!!

These are all pictures taken from my phone so Im so sorry for the quality, but I left my camera at home and I had to do what I had to do :)

The Alamo Drafthouse Roadshow

To the left Muffin and I then its Katherine and Cody

This other lovely couple is Anthony and Rochelle

Lastly I leave you all with a goofey face picture by the Muffin Man

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Life as of now

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately I've been in like a blogging funk. I am just a wee but tired, its always good to take a break from the blogging  world.  Ive just been so stressed with life its starting to get to me. I think I might have to get a second job. As much as I would hate to do that I need the money. LMC alone isn't cutting it anymore. Its official, as of friday I am starting school October 12th of this yr.
I need to awaken from this stress induced slumber. I hope it happens soon. We will try this again tomorrow have a good night.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

The big 2-5

            Happy Thursday!!!!

So Ive been thinking alot about me turning 25 this year and it scares me. I cant believe Im going to be 25!!!
There are so many things I want to do.  So I have come up with a list of things I would like to accomplish before the big day. I guess its ok if I dont get to do all of them but I would really like to so here it goes, here is my list...

  • Learn how to ride a bike
  • Go hiking and have a really nice picnic with Mark
  • Learn how to sew on a sewing machine
  • Learn how to cook a delicious meal without any mistakes
  • Start rollerblading and get good, so I can one day join a derby team
  • Go to a drag show
  • Go berry picking, it sounds so much fun and so delicious
  • Have a really sexy photoshoot for myself that I can be proud of
  • Start a scrapbook
  • Go to A new Heart for XMAS
  • Go to Chicago and visit Chris Romo
  • Launch our online store (my mom and I) for baby stuff
  • Launch my own store
  • Learn more about cupcake decorating and buy more decorations and supplies
  • Get more crafty and make more things for my online store
  • Get more tattoos
  • Stretch out my ears but keep them from blowing out
  • Finally be completely detoxified and have an alkaline body
So far these are the things I want to accomplish before Im 25 which is in 5 mos hopefully I can do all of them but if not they can roll over and be goals before Im 26 lol

Here is some cupcake inspiration!!!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


I wish Muffin will come home tonight and snuggle with me during the storm

I want the wedding to hurry and and be over with I dont want to deal with it anymore

I dont want to have a maid of Honor because everyone seems to be complaining to me about it and I dont know what to do

I want to win the lottery sometime this month so we can pay for my schoo, the wedding, pay off the apartment I live in now and buy a house and never ever have to worry about money again

I want my paycheck to fully cover me this week so I can start my detox this weekend

I cry at night worrying about money

I need TMobile to send us that freaking check so I can have money to eat

I think to myself what happened to you? You had your shit together when did you become a financial mess?

I need help from time to time but I dont know who to ask or how to ask

Im really stressed right now and I kind of want to run away from everything. just take Mark and waffle and go

I want a want a winnebago so I can travel around... maybe not gas prices are ridiculous right now!

I dont want Muffin to have all the financial weight on his shoulders

These are my secret thoughts as of right now!!!

Maybe now that they are out I can get a better grip on shit!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011