Cure for the Monday blues

Well today is Monday and Iam dragging and trudging on through the day. I had one hell of a weekend. I had my nephew for the whole weekend. I went to go pick him up Friday after work and he stayed until like 10am, when I drove him home. It was very sad taking him back to my sister because I enjoyed him so much. I didnt think I could handle having a kid and I was so nervous that he was going to cry Friday night because he wanted to go back home but he didnt and it was awesome. So things that are inspiring me and keeping me going this dreary Monday morning in Houston, TX are ...

1. Pools and swimming in 101degree weather.

This weekend I spent 2 days in the pool with wolfie and it was heaven in the awful texas summer heat

2. Cuddles

I got to cuddle with my wolfie all weekend and I also got plenty of cuddles from Muffin on Sunday, it was heaven

3. Being a mommy for three days.

Pretending to be a mommy was like training for 3 days and Iam so ready to be a mommy. I can feel it, I want one, I think Im ready!!!

4. Redbox movies

Theres nothing better than going to get movies that you werent able to see in theaters for a dollar. There are so many redboxes out there and good choices in films as well

5. Sundays

I never thought I would say this but I love Sundays its our lazy days. Muffin and I wash clothes and lounge around the house watching movies (oldies but goodies and new releases), we might swim, but mostly its just cuddling and being around eachother

6.  Water aerobics

Man I always thought that is was for older people, but its so much fun and Iam actually so sore the next day. I will be doing this every Monday through Thurday until October. Maybe I will be a tad more fit before I start school

7. Zumba

I was very skeptical about this form of exercise when I first heard of it but trying it out for the first time blew my mind. I will definately be adding it to my life this year and maybe even take it a step further and master belly dancing

8. Wolfie

Inever knew how much I could love a person until he came into my life. All I want to do is be there for him, protect him and never disappoint him. He is the best thing in this world God could have sent me.

9. Pedicures, Bubble Tea and Sushi

Omg I have been craving this combo for the longest time. I think I might need a date with my cousin pretty soon. Hes the only guy I know that will enjoy this as much as I do. Or maybe this is an outing with the girls!!!

10. Muffin

I love Mark so much and I thank God everyday for bringing me such a wonderful man into my life. I want everything be be wonderful and amazing for us and I definately cant wait until October 27, 2012 to become Christian Renee Belle

11. Best friends

I have a select few that I just have to talk to or text on the daily and they inspire me and keep me dreaming and never let me off my cloud. Its because of their friendship that Im the goof ball I am today and I want them to be a part of my life forever. Thanks chiclets I love you!!!

Happy birthday to the best little boy I know

Today is my nephew's birthday he is 2 years old.
Man oh man it has been the best two years of my life knowing this little guy. It wasnt always like this, there were times that I cursed God for giving my sister a baby. I just couldnt comprehend why he would bless people who shouldnt be having children, children and the people who really wanted childres at times couldnt. I didnt understand why he would give her with a baby because she was so young, not in a good relationship with the baby's father, and definitaley not financially ready for anything let alone a baby. So I was against it all along.
On the day of his birth I went for sisterly support, I had to be there for her, even though I was so angry about it all. From the moment I held that baby in my arms I knew I would love him more than anything in my life.
I felt like I  just had to protect him from everything, especially every stupid decision my sister would make, because knowing her there would be alot. He was never a burden, he was a blessing a beautiful beautiful blessing. I didnt understand that until he was in my arms, it wasnt till then that I realized that God wouldnt curse anyone by giving them a child a child is always a blessing. Everything happens for a reason and I think he sent me this baby to realize that through all hardships there is always a silver lining. He has made me happy just by being alive, just by looking at me with those gorgeous eyes or by hugging me and wanting my attention at all times, he has made my life 100% happier. From the moment I held him in my arms I knew my life would change forever, he was my blessing. Holding him I felt like nothing else in the world mattered. Everything was going on around me but it was just us, us against the world. I guess I cant really describe that moment but I think this picture can...

My life has forever changed and no one can make me as happy as wolfie. That little boy has seen me through so much pain and when he smiles at me or hugs me nothing else seems important, every pain in my heart just melts away and Im so happy that it just comes from within him. I honestly feel like all the bad just melts away. I love him so much and I am so blessed to have him in my life. I want to be there for him always just as he has been there for me, even though he didnt know it. I cant ever imagine my life without him. If something where ever to happen to him I wouldnt know what to do. He is my little man he is my tiny blessing, he is my WOLFIE.

You all must think its so weird that I call him wolfie but it is me, what would you expect!!! The reasons behind his nickname are...

When my sister's water broke we were waching a movie about vampires, as you all know "commercially" vampires and werewolves are always enemies and since I was heavy into reading and watching anything about vampires, I had vampires and werewolves in my mind. When she was pregnant with him I was obsessed I became obsessed with werewolves, I loved them more than vampires and that says alot. So when Allie's water broke it was late at night and as we were driving to the hospital the only thing I kept thinking about was the huge, gorgeous full moon following us all the way to the hospital. When I think I go into like a fantasy world and I kept thinking that the baby was going to be a werewolf as soon as he came out of the womb, I mean why else would my sisters water break during that movie, why would the moon be so close and full? It had to be a werewolf. Im crazy, I know! Also when he was born he was super hairy. His little head was full of hair and the thing that influnced the nickname the most were his little ears. They were small but pointy and oh so hairy so he is my little warewolf hence the name WOLFIE!!!

His first haircut by my sister hahaha

He was a little scared but he got through it

His new haircut isnt he a doll!

My little man, my best friend my Wolfie!

Man I cant believe how time flies I want him to always love me as much as he loves me to this day. No matter how much of a brat he is, no matter how bad he acts nothing will ever change my perception of him, there isnt anything he can do to make me not love him. I want him to know that he can always count on me for anything and that I love him more than cupcakes and unicorns hahaha.

 I will always be there for you kiddo. I love you

HAPPY 2ND BITHDAY WOLFIE

Your aunt Christian loves you more than you will ever know!

Manic Monday

So its been one of those days... so many things running through my mind most importantly I miss Mark. We decided that in order to save some money for the wedding we would only see each other Friday through Monday. I come home Friday and spend it with Mark until Monday morning when I have to leave for work. I miss him so much and I just saw him this morning. This weekend was pretty amazing we just lounged around and hung out. Last night I spent the night at his house in Spring, we slept with the windows open. I fell asleep cuddling with my best friend and listening to the wind blowing best night ever. This morning was rough leaving my sleeping fiance but seeing waffle this morning kept me from crying. I really don't like Mondays and since Im having a crappy day I decided that I should fill this post with a cure for the Monday blues...

1. Kittens

Some people call me a cat lady but seriously how can you resist?!!!

2. Picnics with amazingly cute picnic gear

I need cute picnic baskets

3. Drinking out of mason jars 

These are amazing to pack for picnics because they don't spill at all and are cute!!

4. SKINS!!!

I spent this weekend watching Skins with Mark and catching him up and he loved it almost as mucg as I did

I freaking love CASSIE by far hands down my favorite!!!

5. Blueberry Tea

I have never tasted any thing as amazing as blueberry tea Iam Obsessed

6. Love letters

I of course am a hopeless romantic and I hope one day before I die Mark will write me a love letter and make it as cute as these

I'am also obsessed with these cute little coin purses

7. The Belle wedding!!!

8. Ignoring my insecurities

9. CUPCAKES!!!

I will be getting a couple more cupcake tattoos soon. I just cant get enough!!!

9. Floral Print

My favorite print ever

10. Endless love

I hope everyone has a great night. I know that tomorrow will be a better day.

Im about to go night night with waffle and dream of Mark and cupcakes 

;)

More than a feeling

Ive been following this blog that I think is just freaking adorable and so I decided to go back and read all of her previous posts and I came across one that had these few sentences

“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.

Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than what you deserve.

And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

 But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it.

And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”

 It had me thinking about it pretty much all day and I believe I have fallen in love 3 times and Iam finally ready to love and be loved I fully understand myself now and what I want as of relationships and I’m ready to marry my one true love. The greatest  love I have ever had and it just makes me smile thinking about how happy we make each other and how lucky Iam to have found someone as amazing as Mark to be my husband. He is the goofiest, funniest, sweetest lovable guy I have ever been with and he has all of my love. For him Iam grateful and now I can’t wait to go home and run into his arms and love on him.